Wednesday, September 29, 2010

小野リサ Fly me to the moon.  Lisa Ono 月夜


Fly me to the moon
Let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On a-Jupiter and Mars
In other words, hold my hand
In other words, baby, kiss me

Fill my heart with song
And let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you

Fill my heart with song
Let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words, please be true
In other words, in other words
I love ... you

Food court?

Superb tired day..
Eating in a food court,
realising that in fact,
Our life is some what like the stalls and hawkers waiitng for customers to approach.
When someone walk in,
they could only hope that someone will walk and choose their food.
If some does,they will beam and serve,
If not, they have to accept and wait for the right one to come.

Just like my life,
waiting for the right one to approach.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Moon River


Moon river, wider than a mile
I’m crossing you in style some day
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker
Wherever you’re goin’, i’m goin’ your way

Two drifters, off to see the world
There’s such a lot of world to see
We’re after the same rainbow’s end, waitin’ ’round the bend
My huckleberry friend, moon river, and me

(moon river, wider than a mile)
(i’m crossin’ you in style some day)
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker
Wherever you’re goin’, i’m goin’ your way

Two drifters, off to see the world
There’s such a lot of world to see
We’re after that same rainbow’s end, waitin’ ’round the bend
My huckleberry friend, moon river, and me

The myth Princess


A mad mad week,
Chloe was lost in the big blue moon.
Luckily stuffed with farewell parties and meet up buddies,
tracking her back to her pathway.

Add and minus in life,
one could only accept and neutralise.
Not more than a butterfly or a dry autumn leaf,
could one survive to breathe right.

After all,
Cinderella is a myth,
Snow white is a fairytale,
I just wana be real in life.

Say red riding hood met the wolf,
or the poor little girl who sells the matches,
nor Dorothy in Wizard of Oz,
I just need to get back in reality with some courage.

After being the BOnnie who lies over the ocean,
the princess and the pea,
dreaming like sleeping beauty,
Puff !! Wake up~

Monday, September 20, 2010

2 sad seasons

It's your birthday and mooncake festival.. after so long..I just wana tell you I am sorry for everything. Life goes on, and our journey stops. The pain which is underneath just wont go away but burried deep..I prayed for your happiness always. Knowing you are better, I am glad. I am leaving soon, away from this sad land that I have so much with you for a better living~ I dunwana know about your life, just have a good life~ ~ '

Sunday, September 19, 2010

妓女文章

妓女文章

Taken and written by my sister, Melodii Cheang.

Was really touched and inspired by the lady and my sister for making this article happens around everyone's heart!

Its been a year


Its already been a year since you left us.. Still remember last year before the mooncake festival, you bid without a word.. Woke up in the morning, crying. Today, I just wana play you a song there that you always like to sing " Chun Tian Li" chinese old tune, hope you will like it .. I miss you so much...Please come to see me in my dream ~''

Friday, September 17, 2010

A thought

Was listenning to Beethoven's Waldstein piano sonata in the car...dreamily indulge in it after a tired day..listen to it..looking outside the crowded traffic tonight, and alot of performances of Mooncake festival going on, even a few houses celebrating the festival with friends over their places..children carrying lantern with families..Bringing my memories back to the past, when I used to like mooncake festival with the candle lighted lantern :) Good old memories never repeat itself again however~

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Wake up..

Just woke up from frightenning dreams,
Pretty much this time,
always fantasy, imagination, died,emotions
never once a happy one..
What happen?
I must be still dreaming ~

liu ruo ying rene --- hou lai mtv

This song reminds how people do not know how to cherish their love ones when they are young; and betray the trust laid upon them by their love one, reminding people to cherish the people they love, as once they are gone, you will nv be able to seek them back again.


後來 我總算學會了 如何去愛
可惜你 早已遠去 消失在人海
後來 終於在眼淚中明白
有些人 一旦錯過就不再

梔子花 白花瓣 落在我藍色百褶裙上
愛你 你輕聲說
我低下頭 聞見一陣芬芳
那個永恆的夜晚 十七歲仲夏
你吻我的那個夜晚
讓我往後的時光 每當有感嘆
總想起 當天的星光

那時候的愛情 為什麼就能那樣簡單
而又是為什麼 人年少時
一定要讓深愛的人受傷
在這相似的深夜裡 你是否一樣
也在靜靜追悔感傷
如果當時我們能 不那麼倔強
現在也 不那麼遺憾

你都如何回憶我 帶著笑或是很沉默
這些年來 有沒有人能讓你不寂寞

永遠不會再重來
有一個男孩 愛著那個女孩

Afterwards, I finally learned how to love
It's a shame you disappeared into the sea of faces.
Afterwards, though all the tears, I finally understood
That you can only miss somebody once.

White petals of orange flowers fall on my blue pleated skirt
"I love you," you softly say
I lowered my head and smelled the burst of fragrance
That eternal night; 17 years old, midsummer
That night you kissed me
Letting me in my future days, when I feel like sighing
To always remember that day's starlight

That love then, why was it so simple like that?
And also, why when we are young
Must we let those whom we love be hurt?
On this similar deep of night, are you the same?
Also feeling the quiet hurt of regret?
If at the time we could have been less stubborn
We would not feel regret now

How are you remembering me? Does it bring you laughter or silence?
These past years, was there someone who could let you not be lonely?

It will never happen again.
To have that boy in love with that girl.

Monday, September 13, 2010

Good Night ~



Good Night September, I will dream of you again when October comes again..There is this song that flow through my mind..
"Try to remember the kind of September
When life was slow and oh, so mellow."
Looping on and on...~

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Dinah Washington: What Difference A Day Makes


What a difference a day made
Twenty-four little hours
Brought the sun and the flowers
Where there used to be rain

My yesterday was blue, dear
Today I'm part of you, dear
My lonely nights are through, dear
Since you said you were mine

What a difference a day makes
There's a rainbow before me
Skies above can't be stormy
Since that moment of bliss, that thrilling kiss

It's heaven when you find romance on your menu
What a difference a day made
And the difference is you

What a difference a day makes
There's a rainbow before me
Skies above can't be stormy
Since that moment of bliss, that thrilling kiss

It's heaven when you find romance on your menu
What a difference a day made
And the difference is you

Friday, September 10, 2010

Hiromi's Sonicbloom - Wind Song



One of her beatiful song of fusion jazz of major and minor harmony cross-over. Like the wind, fast waltz beat swirling upon you. Feel the dazz and spur emotion that she brings out.. shared by Yusuke hattori in Clarke Quay on Raya's eve~

Hiromi Uehara was born March 26, 1979 in Hamamatsu, Japan. She is known for her virtuosic
technique, energetic live performances and blend of musical genres such as jazz, progressive rock, classical and fusion in her compositions.

Monday, September 6, 2010

A Moment To Remember (Soundtrack)



A song as touched as it is. The strings and piano parts make your heartache as if your root is twisted so badly. . Best to be listened when the day is getting dark and you are all alone there in the room, looking outside the window, where natural falls, where leaves sway with the branches. . and someone is in your mind to be missed..that's how I feel :)

Saturday, September 4, 2010

陶喆 - 飞机场的10 30


10﹕30 的飛機快要到了
機場還是那麼擁擠
我喝來和去可樂還是要剩一點
剩一點給你 OH YEH FOR MY BABY

一年前我們過得那麼快樂
充滿笑與淚的時光 BABY
我以為走下去是一種默契
你卻說你需要離開 需要一些空間呼吸

MAYBE BABY BABY BABY BABY 。。。。。
是不是擁有以後就會開始要失去
我給你的越多 你卻越想要躲
愛以無法回答所有的問題 BABY

10﹕30 的飛機已經到了
可是你的影子沒有出現
我想你可能在等待你的行李
和你的紅色和白色的披衣

1﹕30 的我在回家的路上
旅客名單沒你的名字
我想你已經做了最後的決定
OH 我失去你

BABY BABY BABY 。。。。
是不是愛給的不夠 所以你要懷疑
你還要在想嗎 你要不要回家
人總是傻到要失去才想要珍惜

Journey/张韶涵


It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
Coz It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.. Ohh.. to you..

Friday, September 3, 2010

Keep it away!


I am just too tired of everything here...of all that happenned until today, I dunwana mention it at all..Please give me a break.. seriously!
Stop asking me when is he coming back,What time will he work until, when is my class starting, when are you going out, who are you going out with, what time are you coming back, why are you so late etc.. Just stop nagging on me!
Stop being so kind to me but at the end wanting me to help you back for nothing for paying back..then I better not accept your kindness. I dun like to trouble people and i dun like people to give me troubles, Thank you for understanding and that's all!
CAn you please knock before you enter rather then intruding like that without acknowledging..Can you please dun scold all the foul words in front of me always when things happen, its so impolite, and I cant accept that at all. And I dun appreciate the funny side of it always although You guys always laugh at it..
You always ask me what time am I going out and all my plans to be reported to you for goodness sake but at the end there is a prawn behind the rock motive...putting me away and away from you..Making me scare to be in contact with you alone, or accept anything from you..Cox I feel so inbalance..and STRESS!
I wana be kind and help, but really helpless cox my heart is too weak to be attended with the possibilities of what it will come next after helping...cox I will get hurt later..
Mentally, I feel ssssssssssssssoooo disturb and distracting..Let me stay alone and be cool of my own stuff. I can do it by myself! And thanks for staying away from me, I think I need that space to breathe, Thank you~```

" I am here", HE said..


Finally.. IT came to my door and knock on it..saying "I am here, for you." I was too excited to believe it is true. And I know "HE" heard my prayers, calls and mercy.. the day before HE arrived. I told my dad, sis, good friends that HE came..they were happy for me and congrats me..

As it came so fast, and I need to follow him that fast..to a different space of life that I am a stranger to..Never indulge myself of having a life there, but because of the M thing and transition of life..I have to pick it up and go or it.

The one thing that I hope is to have a better life with HIM and hope He will lead me to a better, different and inspiring life~ Looking forward to it with a scary heart..